Getty Allison Holker is speaking out about her husband Stephen “Twitch” Boss in her first interview since his tragic death. Boss, a DJ and executive producer with “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” took his own life in December. Now, she tells People, “No one had any inkling that he was low. He didn’t want people to know. He just wanted to be everyone’s Superman and protector.” Holker explained, “It’s been really hard because I can’t understand what was happening in that moment [he died].” She said his passing has led to a “complex” mix of emotions from sorrow to disappointment to love to anger. She recalled of the first few weeks after his death, “You’re trying to help yourself and help your children and friends and family, and it took a toll. Literally getting up in the morning was getting harder and harder.” The dancer turned to cold-plunging — the practice of immersing yourself in cold water — at night to help release some of the tension. “It’s now a part of my daily practice,” she said. “Spiritually and mentally, it’s really helped as well.” As for their children Weslie, 14, and Zaia, 3, and Maddox, 7, she said, “I’m trying
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